Friday, October 10, 2008

Gaining no place, not moving at all

Friday evening....early evening...8:21 pm....I had desperately been wanting to spend this evening at home, with the folks.

The pride of saying No to the 'wrong' but the disappointment from the unworkability of the 'right' have together deprived my face of all expression, and the rest of me of all emotion. Then there was the joy of seeing some familiar faces, that I could tell were happy to see me. There was the tranquility in the drive back home- no Hindi movie music and no beer this evening. There was the Why not question, fading under the influence of logic, practiciality and some doubt and uncertainty too. No happiness, but no sadness either. Just dazed and confused.

The music....Dazed and confused

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